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[SIZE=7]Just what we needed, 2 days on the beach, not worryin about anybody or anythin, especially trainin or farmin. He's finally made it to level 56, so now that we are back, we can start trainin together, but not right now, maybe when we finally need somethin to do, which might take a lil longer than we though ... hahaha ... Besides more crystals for next time we go, he surprised me with somethin, another crystal luck pendant. As with everything he gives me, I will treasure it, although I am goin to have to work somethin out, I can't keep wearin all these treasures I get from the people I cherish, I'm thinkin I'm goin to have to play around with 2 of em to lighten the load. I know exactly what I will have to do. Besides the pendant, before we left, I collected some sand in my ale mug, thank goodness for this journal and a piece of string I found in my pack or I would have had no other way to cover it up. I know it's a funny thing to keep it in, but at the time, it was all I had. I've taken it out and just stare at it, smilin from time to time. It helps me to remember the time we had. We will definately have to plan another trip again here soon......[/SIZE]

[SIZE=7]Devora Jane popped around with another quest for a riddle. Now normally I ain't good at that type of stuff, but when she asked for a riddle dealin with those dang soul leeches, all I could remember is what me and Kasi use to call em, socks with teeth. So I quickly wracked my brain for somethin to send to her and did so. Much to my surprise, she apparantely liked it. I am sitting here with one of the old soul leach fang daggers, one that I thought I would never see again, cause they are so rare. I shall treasure this lil dagger for a long time, for to get something from the goddesses, is very rare.[/SIZE]

[SIZE=7]Distant, remote, not themselves. That's the way it's been the past few weeks. It makes me question a lot. I try not to do so, but I can't help but find myself doing just that. I just hope that all these things are just in my head, but a part of me knows it's not. I heard some things that, well, I really need to sort out, and the only way i can do that is to talk to him about it. I just have to figure out how to bring this stuff up to him. Should I even do so??????[/SIZE]